:)

说真的，
你这样子我也很不开心。

第一，
你时常想尽办法哄我开心，
而我，
时常搞到你不开心。
我真的不够细心。
也许，
我的性格真的有问题。

第二，
我现在才知道原来我在你心中
好像追星的花痴一样。
原来我在你心中
是会因为喜欢一个男生而故意跟他坐得很近，
然后还会用仰慕的眼神看他。
或许迟些还会吃他豆腐。
哈哈哈。
我不明白为什么对象会是他，
因为我真的没有特别对他有什么感觉。

对我来说，
你们全部都是我的朋友。
而我真的很喜欢和你们一起相处的时间，
我真的没有特别对谁好。
:)

I need strength! :(

It's five in the morning,
And I'm still outside in the smart reading room.

So,
I'm finally nervous for the exam.

Few more hours to go for the exam.

God,
Please.
Bless me.
I need strength.

Worst Christmas Eve everrrr! :'(

It's christmas eve!

I'm home,
Spending my Christmas alone with books.
And fever. :'(

I wanna study,
But I can't concentrate.

I wanna memorize,
But my head is squeezing pain.

Gosh,
Three more days and I'm sitting for my final.

Santa Claus,
Give me good concentration and healthy body to study pleaseeee. :(

2012 2012. ❤

Here comes another special date of the year!
2012 2012! ❤

So,
I'm going home today.

For me,
I don't really believe that there's a doomsday.
Lol.
Anyhow,
I still wanna go back home and see my papa mama moimoi and Nemo.

I miss you guys dy.
I'm coming back!

❤

Happy birthday!!! :D

It's my roommate and nai ma's birthday!

Hey roommate,
Happy birthday har!

Stay pretty and healthy har.
Love you!!!

Nai ma!
Happy 21st birthday!!
Sorry i can't make it there to sing you birthday song lerh.
But I still love you harr!
Love you!

Love you two very very much har!! ❤❤❤

I love you mom.

Sorry mom,
For making you worry so much about me.

I'll be fine,
Because I know you will always be there whenever I need you.

Thanks for everything you had done.
I love you. ❤

The 2nd 121212 post.

Just received a call from my crazy bro.

Guess what,

The weirdo is gonna get himself a pierce on his ear,

Because its 121212 today.

Zzzzz.

Well,

Good luck.
Hope you won't look that gay.

Lol.

Btw,

I still prefer tattoo.

Hahahahha.

121212

Well,
It's 121212.
Someone says I should post sth on this historical day.
Lol.

So,
Here it is.
Duhh.

It's a confession day they say.
But I don't see many ppl are confessing around. Lol

I'm really lack of words at this moment.
So,
I'll end here I guess.
Lol.

Btw,
To all of you,
Stop worrying bout me.
I just need some time to get used to my new life without someone who I actually depended on very much for the pass two years.
I'm fine.
Really.   :)

Monday night

One more day,
Will be a week.

I thought I'm fine without you.
But
I realized,
One week is not enough for me.

She's back!

My sweetie is back from Switzerland to Penang!
Gosh,
She make me feel like going back to Penang right now.
Especially after chatting with her.

Babe,
I really miss you much.
I need your huggie so damn much at this moment.  :'(
xoxo.  ❤

Meteor.

Guess what?
 I saw a meteor!

Thanks for making my night so wonderful with a sky full of stars.  :)

Thanks.

It's a long day today.
Time goes by so slowly.
It's the longest afternoon I've ever been,
I guess.
And finally,
Comes the night.

I was staying in my room for the whole afternoon.
Emo-ing alone for the whole day.

I wanna get myself some sleep,
But I can't sleep.
Even though I'm really tired.
So I guess this is how people should be after breaking up huh?
Pathetic.  :(

These emo shit ended somehow.
Thanks for accompanying me for the whole night,
Cheering me up.
Thanks.
I really appreciate it.  :)

Love?

I'm single.
After two years plus,
I'm single again.

We were just too confidence.
We thought distance is not a big deal.
We thought we gonna handle it well.

The fact is,
We are just over confidence.

We can't handle it.

:'(

Papa mama, I'm gonna miss you much.  :(

For my lovely cousins.

It's my last day at home.

Went to Queensbay with my cousin from Johor today.
And,
I spent a lot!
But,
I finally own myself a cross necklace.
:D

So,
I really had a good time with all of them.
It's been quite a long time since the last time we all sit together and laugh like this.
It's been yearsssssss.

I still remember we were all still kids during the previous time we gather together like this.
What we think about is just gamesssssss.
Lol.

But,
We enjoyed ourselves very much this time without game.

Yea,
We growed.
From the little kids into us today.

The feeling is really great when we can feel that all of us are still so close after such a long while.
You guys made my day!
Love you guys!  ❤

to Heng :D

one more day,
and i'll be home again! :D

going to attend my cousin's wedding in penang.
Congratulation Heng!
finally you're married after so many years of asking.
and,
one more angpow for next year's new year.
hahahhaha!

so,
stay sweet and born us a cute lil baby A.S.A.P!
HUAT ARH!

Rainy day, rainy mood.

It's a rainy day.
Well,
I'm really sleepy...

And,
I realized that I'm getting lazier and lazier day by day.
LOL.

Final is around the corner!
It's time to study,
I think.
XD

Anyway,
I'm craving for cheese cake and sth sweet!
ARGHHH!!!!!

:(

Sigh.
Bad luck bad luck bad luck!!!!!!   :(

To x3

My dear,
So sorry, I really don't have the patient to talk to you just now.

I had already told you what I think,
Don't ever ask me again what to do.

Just let it go kie?
I know this is gonna be very hard for you,
But you must let it go.

He is not the right one kie?
He had already tell you how he feel so frankly.
Why are you still so stubborn? Hmm?!

C'mon,
You deserve better.
He is just a love game player,
He got bored, and now he's looking for new game.
You were just a pass time for him last time,
And you're a pass tense now.
OK?

This gonna be very tough and hurt I know.
Be strong darling.

I asked you to forgot about him last few weeks.
And you choose to ignore my words.
Now you are falling even deeper.
Boh tia ua eh gina!!

Promise me,
Don't contact him,
Don't kesi kesi go his house and find him.
Whenever you think of him,
Think of me.
Some one who really loves you,
Some one who really care for you,
Some one who really don't wanna see you get hurt again.

Babe,
You deserve better,
Don't ever lower down yourself for him.

And and and!
Don't always go club and drink so much!!
Club's guys boh hor eh larh.
Now you know dy lorh.
Wake up har! Or else you give back the stitch to me. Hahahaha!

I miss you babe. :(

Ok, life without spectacles is really hard for me.   :(

Bad things happened so frequently these few days.
Everything happened because of my careless-ness.   :(

Yes babe, you are right.
I really should grow up and be alert of everything.
I shouldn't had brought so much troubles for those people around me.
I shouldn't be affecting people around me.

I want to grow up and be tough too.
But, how?

How I wish you're here right now.
I miss you so damn much!!!!  :(

ARGHHH!
Hate that emo shit of mine!
Babe, fly back from Singapore and hug me.
Please?    :(

:(

Today's exam,
DEAD!

Sigh..

FOR MY BELOVED STUPID BRO AND SIS

I'm back to UUM.
Exams, assignments, stresssssss!
But,
I think I still can handle it.
I guess.

Darling,
Cheer up kie?
He's not the right one for you.
As she is also not the right one for you, LIO!

I wonder why is there so many people fall for the wrong person.
And they realized.
And they just don't wanna wake up.

Two of you!
Wake up from all those shit.

Or maybe you two should get together.
Hahahahahha!

WEEEE!

im back to penang!
so,
it's a very busy week.
to play around! hahah.

today is my first day to stay at home for the whole afternoon,
time pass really slow.....

okie.
the main reason i blog today is
I GOT MYSELF A NEW LAPPIE!!!!

ok.
time to sleep.
NIGHT WORLD!  :D

Counting downnnnnn

I'm counting down!
Penang! I miss you soooooo much!!!  :D

Smile!

hey LIO!!

i really miss the cheerful you.
where had he been??

can you please stop emo-ing for someone who is not worth for you to sad for?

there's alot of girls out there,
she is not the one who really care for you.
believe me.

it doesn't meant she is bad,
just she is not the one.

cheer up kie?

please,
SMILE!  :D

Late night post :(

ok.
it's 4 in the morning and im still awake.
because of the stupid TITAS assignment. :(

and I've ko-k tomorrow morning.
arrrghhhhhhh!!!!!

im so hungryyyyy and sleepyyyy!!! :(

My second blog post. :)

ok. after I've done customizing my blog.
im back again! :D

so now,
im in UUM, my university.

this is a very nice place.
and i love here. ♥
i thought this will be very tough for me to survive here.
yet,
this is not as bad as i thought. :)


i had already used to live here,
well,
nice environment and the air is real fresh compare to Penang.
but the food... hmmmm

today is Friday.
is weekend in Kedah.
i've no class.  :D

what else??
erm,
i'll continue again when i have something to post.
stay tuned! :D
LOL