December 2014

Last post was posted on May!

I can't remember since when I've stop blogging, stop writing.

Lots of things happened in half year time.

Some of them are worth celebrating,

But,

Most of them are unhappy.

The reality is ugly.

But I've grow a lot.

I never expect to have such changes on me.

I realize that this world is not as wonderful as I thought.

People are selfish. 

People gang up to show that they are right even thought they're not.

People supporting their friends blindly.

People don't care about other feelings.

People make decision rashly.

I don't know who to trust.

I don't know who shall I share my feeling with. 

I see a world of interests, people are hiding themselves behind their mask.

I wonder since when I've become a person like this.

Who don't trust people.

Who sometimes choose to crack a smile in front of people I don't like.

Sometimes I got confused by myself. 

I guess this is the reason I don't blog nor write.

I rather hide my feelings for myself.

So that people don't look at me ridiculously. 

So that people don't know what I think.

So that people don't take advantages of mine.

I still cry a lot. 

But the difference is I don't cry in front of people anymore. 

Halt!

My life is not that pathetic actually.

I still have some of them who love and care. 

Who scold me when I'm wrong, but support me when I'm down. 

Who motivate me with their loves.

Who I can't live without.

To these important people,

Thanks and I love you.

Please expect the same thing from me. 

My endless support and love.

To those people who are not worth mentioning,

Thank you for giving me free life lessons.

Thank you for showing me the reality of the world.

I guess you've done showing me the ugly side of yours.

So now,

Fuck off.  

Bye.