:(

In the class now.

Well,
I'm down again.
Something's really wrong with me and I know that.
But I really don't know how to get over these.

So,
I promised my friends to go AS with them for dinner.
But,
I ffk them just now.
I know he's not feeling well.
Yet,
I really don't feel like going.

I'm really sorry.
But I know if I'm going with this kind of mood I'm gonna ruin the whole dinner.

I don't know what's wrong.
Maybe I'm the one who's thinking too much.
But seriously I can feel that she don't like me.
I thought things changed.
And I thought we gonna get closer this sem.
But the fact is she's still as harsh as how she used to be.
She still likes to objects me.
She still refuses hanging with my friends.
She still likes to rejects me.
She still like to slander me.
Anyway,
I still holding a slightly faith on her that the things others told me is not true.
I really don't wish to get back stapped by her.

I prayed and prayed.
And things seems better, I thought.
But,
I think I've to wait longer for God's works.