sigh

I'm gonna fly to Bali tomorrow.
But,
I really don't have the mood.
I'm so freaking down.

So,
Sth happened yesterday.
A lorry crashed into my car while reversing.
He said he'll pay for the repairing cost.
And,
The amount had freak him out.
Now,
He's trying to put the blame on me.
He says I stopped my car on his property.
He says the road is his road.
I've to bear the responsibility too.

So,
Now he's just gonna take the 50 percents of the cost.
And we'll take the other half.

Dad and mom are not blaming on me like how I expected.
Their loves make me feel even guiltier.

The way that uncle talks is so harsh.
I know dad and mom are holding back so hard to avoid conflict.

I'm sorry.
They're hiding the anger and disappointment just to let me feel better
They're acting normal so that I won't take the blame so hard.
Daddy and mommy,
I'm really sorry.   :'(