:)

Just finished talking with Alvin Ang Diquiren.
He is still as ego as usual. Lol.

Seems like he is trying to get himself a new life.
All the best for your career.  :)

He makes me think of Jyen after talking with him.
He said it's a big loss for me to let go of a boy like Jyen.
Indeed.
He is the best guy I had ever met.
The way he treated me,
Make me feel like I'm his world..
I'm part of his life.
I thought I will never find myself a new boyfriend.
I believe there will be no one can treat me like how he does.
Never worry that he will be betraying me.
Never worry of him because of MIA.
Pampered me everytime when I was down.
Fulfilling every requirements of mine no matter how ridiculous it is.
Yes. I was his princess. Haha.

But,
Things are just too different right now.
Half year gone.
I'm still alive. Lol.
We were not keeping in touch as frequently as we thought.
Yea.
Feeling changed.
He is no longer the one who I thought of when I was in trouble.
He is no longer the person who can be able to let me to lean on when I need a shoulder.

But,
I will never forget about him.
A person who treat me so well for two years.
Seriously,
I never regret spending two years of my life with him.

Eight months passed in my university.
I realized I have grown up more than I expected.
I am no longer the little girl who cries on every single thing.
I had learnt to be independent.
Learnt to be tough.
Learnt to take care of myself.
After few months of emo-ing,
I am now more optimistic than I was.

As time goes by unknowingly,
Eye sight expanded.
No pain, no gain.
It's kinda true.
Walked out from the pain and I'm tougher than I was.

After seeing boys coming and going around,
I found out promises are just too abstract.
I don't know how long will it takes to get myself into a new relationship.
And never think about how long can it last.
But what I have now is really out of my expectation.  :)