Change

Went back home yesterday.

There's no place in this world can gimme this kind of warmth.

It's perfect.

This one and a half day is seriously awesome.

Had the birthday celebration.

The conversation on the beach is the best, for me.

At least I understood what he has on his mind.

But it shouldn't happened this way,

And I was like kinda spoilt his mood. 

That guilt is crawling all over me.

I shouldn't had act this way.

Sigh.

I thought I will have a sweetening blog post.

But the timing is not right perhaps?

Not now.

I believe, 

What's yours,

Will be yours.

It doesn't matter how long it takes.

Doesn't matter how many barriers we have to face.

God always has His own perfect plans on us.

But,

What is wheeling in my mind throughout the whole night is killing me.

However,

I still prefer an ugly truth than a beatiful lie.

And I know,

I shouldn't expect people to treat me the same way back.

I know I have to accept it.

This is him.

The real him.

But sometimes I wonder if this is the right way?

I realized I'm care much more than I can handle.

And it turns out bad.

However,

This is all under my expectation when I made the decision.

I know I can handle it.

And,

I'm sure we will get into a better stage after sometimes,

After I have my own's feeling well balanced.

I seriously don't like how I feel right now.

Don't like the internal part that makes me feel this way.

It shouldn't exist.

I'm just so gonna get this thing out of me.

It's time to grow up, lil girl.

I never thought that the post will look like this after the celebration.

It's freaking weird. Lol