Thursday, 3 January 2013

1/3/2013

Mood swing again. :'(

One more day,
Will be exactly one month.
I'm still alive.
Doomsday did not come.
But,
My inner part is dying.

Things happen.
Changed.
I changed.
From the cheerful me,
Into a totally different one.
I got bad mood easily.
I got stressed up easily.

I wonder,
Since when I became so self centered?
I neglected the feeling of my friends.
I really shouldn't do this.
I hate myself for being so selfish.
I wanna find myself back.
But,
How?

This feeling is really not good.
I can't concentrate on everything I do.

My dear Lord,
Please.
Your daughter is in trouble.
Please.
Grab me out from this with your mighty hands.
I need to smile.
I wanna smile.
I need savior.

In Jesus name,
I pray.
Amen.



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