It's time to let go :')

I should be studying now.
But,
I really don't have the mood to do so.

I feel like blogging.
But,
I don't know what to blog about.

I left my mind for a lot of nonsense throughout the whole night.
But,
none from my book.

I know if I do not start reading now,
I'll be very panic again on the 8th night.
Yet,
I still can't concentrate.

Yesterday Jeff asked me whether am I going to delete all the photos of us in FB.
I told him I'm not doing so is because I've no time.
I told if I really wanna delete all there'll be a lot for me to delete.
It takes time.

So,
I took a look at our photos again just now.
And I found out most of the album is our albums. LOL.
How can I delete it?
There will be no photos left in my FB then. Haha.
All those sweet memories keep wheeling in.
We were so cute! Haha.

Jyen,
I know you this heartless man is not reading my blog.
But,
Here's some words for you.
It's been quite a while we did not talk.

It's been a month we had been separated.
I still remember those days we went through.
We said,
We gonna walk together hand-in-hand for ups and downs.
I told myself,
I'm not gonna let go of a man like you.
You always give me the best of you.

I know my temper is bad sometimes.
Yet,
You are always so patient.
Even though you fell asleep sometimes.
And this really fed me up!
But,
believe me.
Most of them are not real.
I just like it when you look so nervous and it made me feel that you really care so much. Haha.

I know you are very tired.
Coming from so far just to see me.
But,
You never complain.
Not even once.
Even though I didn't tell,
but deep inside my heart I told myself,
I can feel your love.
And I really appreciate it.

However,
All of these are history now.
You' re not gonna be that man who will walk with me for the rest of my life.
But,
I'm not regret.
At least we had a lot of great memories.
Yea,
That's enough for me.  :')

I guess you're doing great in KL.
I don't know if you miss me,
But,
I really do miss you sometimes.

After this post,
I will try my best to let go of all these feeling.
I've to move on.
Just like you.

I know it's gonna be hard for us.
But,
I still hope that we can at least be friend in the future.

All the best my dear.
God bless you.
:)